Amaze.

Evening. Sorry for not posting ystd. So, I shall post abt ystd and tdy. Had Angklung practice ystd. Went to WSPS and met Eksan. Fortunately, he passed. Congrats! Bused to WS and had luch at th libraby w Zahidah. And homed at 3. Slept late at night. Mummy woke me up tdy. Cleaned th house and blogged. Had luch w family and yeahh. Zahidah went away to Melaka. I miss her. I feel down right now. Maybe because two of my lovely buddies went away. And here I am alone. Sometimes, I act happy eventhough I’m really not. I hate being sad. I seriously do. but wht can u afford to do whn thr is nth else tht u can do ? Why ? I smile whn I’m happy, I cry whn I’m hurt. I fall whn I fail. Wht else ?

Hello. It’s been 3wks since i’ve update tumblr. So here I am now. Woke up at almost 12. Pmmfft, thanks mummy. Grrr. I didn’t had a good sleep last night. I had crams. Slept at 10+ woke up at 12. Slept again. Woke up at 5 thn slept and woke up at 12p.m th next day. Great or wht ? Had breakfast w mummy. Hehhh. And updated weebly. Otp w Bby. And now, updating my tumblr. Hahaha. So, tmrw is Angklung practice and Bby’s leaving to Indo Day. Woahh. 2 in 1 much. I’m excited for practice and sad cause bby’s leaving. Awwwww. Okk, shall stop here. I’ll update soon. Goodbye.

Hello. Went home after lunch at 3 or 4+ I guess. Hurmm, I had a great time thr. Sis planned it perfectly. I Love you bebehh ! Hahaha. After lunch, went arnd Marine Parade. Thn had ice-cream. No Ben&Jerry’s, humppfff, sedih nyer. Hahaha. Nvm, tht will do. Followed daddy to Adidas and guess who I saw ? Miss Nurul. Hah, lol. Went to Giant’s soon after. And, homed. Well, tdy wasn’t tht bad. And Mun, I HATE YOUU! HAAHHAHA, jk. Thr’s gna be a family chalet in 1 wk time. So, calling all family members, pls pls come! It’s gna be at Changi ? I think. Hurmmm, It’s near OCH. Time and date not confirmed yet. Anyth, call mama and baba ok ? Or kakak. Which ever one will do. Currently munching on chips. I’m hungry :( Not surprising. Yup, yup. Hahah. Maybe I’m gna watch 2012 w bby and celebrate our 2mthsary. I hope so. I hope mummy allows. Well, I’ve got to be a good girl, yeahh. I’m gna clean th house tmrw. Clean th fan, put up new curtains, paint th house. Pmftt, It’s gna be busy. Busy, busy, busy. Haisss. So, I hope tht satisfiy mummy. Hurmm, I can see tht I’m more active to tumblr thn to weebly. Eventhough not many read it, I’m still gna post. Hurmm, maybe I’m gna use tumblr for personal stuffs. I shall update more. Hurmm, weebly ? Sch stuffs and outings. I update cause I have to. Not because I want to. Gagaagaga. :D
Madrasah exams are just arnd th corner. WTF ??! -.- I hate Madrasah. Like, seriously. Thr’s no mood for holidaying. Sheeesh. 
Okay, enuf said. Till here thn. Good Day ppl.
Evening.

Morning. I’m back. Reached Singapore at arnd 7. Before heading home, went for breakfast at Macs. Took a bite and off we went. And thn, Home sweet home. Goshh, I miss my lappy so much. It’s been a while since I’ve used it. So now, here I am blogging. Hahahah ! Lame. Yeahh, I knw. Otp w bby and Zahidah. OMFG, I MISS THM SA ! I miss their voice and laughter. Hah, I’m such a lesbo. Lol. So, I’m gna go to nenek’s house and send her th keropok tht she wanted so much. And thn, to lunch at Pasta Mania. I feel happy now. Idk why ? Maybe cause I’m back. Or, maybe Daddy’s in a good mood. Hhahah. Hearing sad songs make me smile. Hahahaha, weird. I knw. Byatch sis is out, buying my choco cake tht she owes me. Things changed alot tdy. After I told mummy and dadyy how I felt being treated unfairly. Yeahh, thr were tears. Hhahaha, but I feel better now.

It’s my second time updating. I’m so fcuked up w many ppl. Especially, my love ones. Why can’t thy give me a chance to explain everyth ? WHY ?  Sometimes, I just wish I could turn back time. To th day whn I first stepped into this world. How I wish I could erase all my wrong doings and start a new. Now, everyone lose trust on me. Is it too difficult to just shut th hell up and give me a chance to explain everyth ? Is it difficult ?! Omg. I didn’t got a chance to have a good sleep. Even If I have, daddy would start to nag. Idk why. I need to spend maybe a day or two at sis’s. I need her. A beach would be nice. Now, I’m like, far far away from my bby and her. I need thm. I need someone to talk to. I miss talking to bby. I miss laughing w her. Can I go home now ? 
 
Spent my day shopping at KLCC w Shina and Azman. It was fun, hell fun. I bought this, white-pink dress for adek, fitting pants in grey for myself, hot pink sweater for kakak, black rose bruch for mommy and a wallet for daddy. Wooh, I’m so kind tdy.  I’m gna miss those peepos. I’m gna remember my stay here in Kuala Lumpur. Thanks for everyth yeahh ? Thank you Kak Umi and family, Shina and Azman, Kak Mai and family and Abg Riz. You rock.(lamely) Hahaha. I’m leaving tmrw morning at 4 perhaps. If plans goes smoothly. I hope so. I can’t wait to go back home to Singapore. I miss my bed and lappy. Pmmmfftt. I’m gna go soon. To dinner at this restraunt near th beach, recommended by Uncle. I heard tht thr’s a beautiful view. Hah, can’t wait. I’m starving. Okay, I’m off. Shall update whn I’m back to Singapore. Goodbye.

I want Ben & Jerry’s.

Hey. I’ve made tumblr. It’s new so nth much. It’s 3p.m and I’m at Shina’s rotting. Maybe, try smth new I guess ? So, I’ve made tumblr. Heh.. Mommy and Daddy are out w adik and ayan. Ayan said this ; “Kakak, we all go out. We all nak explore th world. Kakak nak follow ayan ?” …………silence……. “Tak nak sudah. I go out. Like tweety bird naek fly fly(Hot air balloon) thn balek at 4 o’clock. I don’t friend kakak ! BLUEKK!”(sticking out tongue) HAHAHHAHHA ! How cute. :)
But, irritating. So yeahh, thy went exploring. Currently, messing up my hair. Hahah, nth to do mah. LOL. I’m waiting for Shina and Azman. And maybe, we could wonder off. To KLCC perhaps ? And, I wna get some ice-cream. I have been craving thm for like, days ? I’m planning to do some shopping w thm. I need money ! Kakak !! ,my life-saver. 40-50 ringgit would be enuf. Heheheee :D
Hurmm, i went to Kota Tinggi w family tgth w Shina and her’s. Visited Aunt Mai and family. Omggg ! I’m an aunt. Gosh, I feel soo old. Like, VERY! Humppff. I’m still 12 not yet 13. Hhahah. We bonded, playing th waterfall. Hhahah! Hell fun. And, I almost drowned. :( But no. Hahah. I’m gna miss thm. Especially, Kak Asyura. Well, I’m alrd missing u. Visit us soon kk ? Hahahaa. Okay, Shina’s rdy. So as Azman. I shall end here thn. I’ll update soon. Good Day.